yayyy

smiley smiley, dreamy dreamy,
however, no phone calley, NEVER MINDEY.

SHE MADE ME DO THIS

NICOLETTE GET WELL SOON

feel the love

srsly. times like this really gets me down. i cant belive im still counting. but, fuck it:

21 before i last saw you

21 days before i knew where you were and what you were doing. i miss you.

livejournal

im moving to lj. dont know how long this will last. but i will try to keep both alive.
im not leaving lookbeforeyoufall im just gonna take another rant-place. somewhere where i can actually lock post individually. so you wont come visit 'once in awhile' to see if im over you or if i mentioned you.

im NOT over you. full stop.

happy now?

http://pinkpolkakiss.livejournal.com/

remind me to add you as a FRIEND.

DAYNA THE BODOH OR DOBOH I DUNNO DONT CARE WHAT AGAIN.

since im bored and i dunno what to do and i finished my chinese compo (ok fine fine i gave up halfway) ahhaha i shall post me and dayna bobo's scandal pics. or what she actually calls scandal.

love.

people who i love and people who love me. they make me smile. they make me happy. you..










CLARINET:




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i know i always pon band. i dont seem close to the section im not proud of my cca. i dont put in an effort. but maybe, jut like my instrument, i put in just a little effort, i can do it simply without much help. maybe im just good that way. and i hope im as good to get close to you all once again. i really miss the days of japan, regardless of how much i cried, how much i complained, and bitched, i love you all. i really do, as unbelievable as it is, i do. i love you all, clarinet and more.

CAMERON HIGHLANDS:


LOVE, SIMPLY:








you're the one who upsets me. the one who whenever im with i feel like i can fly, i can feel like dying. i can feel so loved. i believed you when you said it was better to keep 'us' a secret.
now what? there were never an 'us' so fuck you. im moving on. you can continue living in self denial, im moving on. im finding someone new to play with. if 'us' meant so little to you, there never were us and never would be. and no, we cant kiss and make up this time.

im through. you're no longer the one who i will message when im bored, when im sad, when im happy. infact, whenever i breathe, every second of my life. it will take time to get used to. but i will.

so yes, goodbye.

hurt.

Sometimes we must be Hurt in order to Grow,
Sometimes we must Fail, in order to Know,
Sometimes we must Lose, in order to Gain
Because some lessons in life - are best learned through Pain.

xxx

this sucks. like really. and im addicted to this font. tskk.