fuck.
fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck.

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the pics before and after the musical..
its not really in order.

attempt 1: failed(a straw shoved up plings nose)

attempt 2:failed(florence cant be seen)

attempt 3: pass(?)

candid..zheru has a hobby of taking unglam pics of me

check out the joy of getting a cab

thats all..
toodles..
i'm really not feeling well.
piece of shit.
later really cant go japan japan..

i,
for once,
am fucking SICK of ahlians,
wait,
and thats not all,
i,
am also fucked-up pissed with their typing.

'euii muke miie smiile, sO iie lOve euii'

what the shits??
you want to type 'lian-ish',
please learn your english,
and at the fucking least,
learn how to spell 'make'
not 'muke'
which is actually true...

it means 'make' + 'puke'
which is what i'm currently caught up in.

and for another,
i am so sick of jogging.
cuz,
when i jog,
i think,
when i think,
i try to stop it,
and when i try to stop it,
i make myself perpetually busy,
and when that happens,
i start getting tired,
which makes me start binging.

you get me?!?!

shite, i'm getting hysterical..
and anyways,
great musical,
i had time to finally get some sleep.

you think i'm done ranting?
far from it.

now,
i hate my clarinet.
now,
when i say that,
i mean i hate band,
which also,
at the same time means,
i hate getting tortured.

now, now,
how did i get into this pile of holy japan poo?
piece of SHIT.
(whacks pillow on self)

i wonder if i can just call in sick,
then pon band..
good-fucking-idea.

i'm doing it on thursday,
then can go for dance prac.
i sooo look forward to it..
NOT.

WHY,
you may ask.
i just dont.

especially double b is there(bitchbitch)
of you may say fitch(fucking bitch)

and another thing,
i hate the physically-repulsive man
lots.
so much.
why?
cuz he is physically repulsive, thats why.
why else huh?
he makes me SICK.

which is linked to another rant,
i hate digestives.
whenever i even so much as LOOK at it,
i will end up stuffing myself,
then ending up with dipping it in coffee.
i should stop here.

random pics bout random stuff..
mostly bout the vacation...

i'm in love with the dampener..

i always knew hamilton fantasised about me...

the drink...made of potato??

in the hotel! in my spongebob tee!!

and thanks to my xtra cool dad, he bought breezer for me!!!

i'm making the poor girl drink from a wine glass, i spy potential...

mucking around in the airport.

knnb.
i finally found out what test.
na beh..
i think i did this before.
shit.
i'm so vulgar,
and the worst thing is i'm
doing the 'ahlian-vulgarities'
maybe must be the extremely cold swimming pool.
that's at the 2nd level of my building.
stupid design.
here's the test.

q1) Does people treat you as side dish?
me no speak england.

q2) What's your most favourite thing to do?
blogging. piano-ing. jumping blogs.

q3) What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love?
a picture of cow dung

q4) What kind of boyfriend/ girlfriend do you want?
handsome. and tall. TALL. IMPORTANT.

q5) Is there somebody in your heart right now?
no. exactly. NO.

q6) Do you believe that you can survive without money?
NO. was that even supposed to be a question?

q7) Are you afraid of pain?
*snort* pain.

q8) What do you feel like doing now?
slacking. its good for your health.

q9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
yeah. why not? but it wont last long then.

q10) List 5 things/people you dislike now..
1. the *physically repulsive* man.
2. my memory stick
3. the oven
4. the condo's swimming pool
5. my hair.

q11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?
what's passionate? hahas.
1. me
2. me
3 . me
4. me
5.me

q12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be?
chocolates? duh.

q13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
rich

q14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
my face

q15) If you are unhappy, what will you do?
cry?

q16) Which country do you like the most?
mars. maybe jupiter, but azel's there

q17) Which is your favourite band?
none.

q18) Are you happy?
no

q19) What is the weirdest thing that happenned in your life?
erh. i was born?

8 people:
none.

was in the very lamed-out mood,
and did this,
before i started to binge.

i know,
very lame.
cuz i everyday stay home,
very bohliao,
think of these things.

and to you-know who,
i'm sorry,
i can't do this.

a convo of me bitching to nicole about chinese.
haha.

abit retarded,
i know.
you should have seen the one of nicole's randomness.

me and bro, and him being his usual spazz self.

take two. still failed. as he's born un-photogenic.

finally decided to just take myself.

haha.
spazz luh.

hots.

omg.
i know this is pretty late,
but a few days ago,
i received this message,
'sexy, obama just won the election'

i cant comprehend.
is i sexy or obama sexy??

from smiley to frowny..

hold your breath.
i'm coming,
and taking the world by storm.

how tacky is that???
the 'hold your breath'
part, good.
the rest.
yuuuiiick!

i'm obssessed with my pjs.
yes i am.
thank you.

oh and low on booze stock.
haha.
and i had SEVERE cramps.
this was how i looked like.
i know.
it looks wierd.
its supposed to be curled up.
but google gave me this.
and i din't wanna risk looking at real worms.

well.
that tells all huh?
i know.
the last post was a little lame.
ahaha.
the effects of boredom.

hmm..
i guess i'm no longer so obsessed with him.
thats why i never really have a
relationship.
oh gawd.
how i that that 'r' word.
a real relatinship to me?
more than 3 months.

ahaha.
a legend i guess.
its ni longer challenging.
plus,
i dont wanna commit.
so..
rejection?
guess so.

here i come.

Boo!

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
erh..no. it failed..

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
no. i only drink alone mostly(;

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
yeah..other than the iphone, imac, itouch, new piano.....

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
no..refer to one.

Ever snuck out of your house?
erh...yes

Kill or Be killed?
huh???

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
mostly in charge of breaking..

What did you do today?
watch prison break and this?

Do you like someone right this second?
no.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
yes.

What was the last thing you ate?
wafer

Are you a morning person or a night person?
erh..night. haha.

Do you snore?
NO!!

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
NO.

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
scream..scream..wish to faint...continue screaming, and faint(:

Do you like to spend time with people?
not really.

Are you hungry?
yes. damn hungry.

Are you a forgiving person?
no. ahaha.

When was the last time you did the dishes?
last lifetime.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
yes. my annoying bro.

Do you want a relationship right now?
no. i'm bad enuff my self.

What are you about to do?
dunno. dream.

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
yes. me.

If you could be a superhero what would you want to do?
hmm..like...cupid?

Your name plus "ness"?
huh?? me no understand england.

Three feelings at the moment?
bored..lamed out.

Done anything you regret so far in life?
yes.

Are you listening to anything?
can i have this dance.

Where are you right now?
in my beloved new condo.

What are you scared of?
the dark. myself.

Last movie you watched?
high school musical3

Last song you sang out loud?
erh. can i have this dance.

Are you thinking of someone right now?
myself.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
beaunice.

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
can i have this dance. ahaha.

Have you changed much this year?
yes. so darned much.

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
erh. vivo.

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
erh. yeah. (egoego)

Do you speak any other language?
cheena?

Do you dress for style or comfort?
style!!

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
nope. never been there. and no one thinks i drink(:

What's the craziest thing you've done?
hmm...shouted at this random guy.

Favorite color(s)?
black. red.

What is your favorite Nickelback song?
ir evryone/anyone cared. (forgot alr)

What are you looking forward to this summer?
erh...summer? more like winter huh?

Last time you smiled?
last lifetime.

If you could choose any fate what would you choose?
not mine.

ahaha.abit lame huh??
bored.
but man. that felt good.

It's like catching lightning

the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million,

the chances of feeling the way we do

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

haha.
i'm in love with zac efron
regardless of me alr being married to...
WENTWORTH MILLER!!!!

AHAHA.
spent the whole day watching prison break(:
joy.
*sniff sniff*
haha.

and thanks to beaunice,
i'm so proud of my
PHOTOSHOP SKILLS(: