bells that never sing

i love rose. really alot. its the only thing that made me think twice before i succumb to the urge of running away. of grabbing those pills. of grabbing the knife again. thank you rose, for letting me get to know jesslyn and crystal. thank you jesslyn for putting up with my crying all the way back when we walked to your house...and hijacked the tv from your bro (omg love tt part) and baked real gross stuff and play hotel 626. it was one of the best nights i've ever had.

i love you, rose.

rose, love

you guys were really awesome. i love you all. we were really bonded and its no wonder we won cuz we thought as one and aimed as one. rose won overall too, jesslyn as capt. i was like (on sports day) 'eh, who's rose capt ah??' then dont know who was like :'jesslyn lah! omg you all so close you dont know?!?!' i was like :' no we busy being intimate' HAHAHAHA. OMG FUNNY.


GARDE CAME IN SECOND. they did pretty well too. xinyi was really cute. kimberly (the capt i think) danced really well) and celine, lee (hahaha) and leena had really cute smiles.


ole's here. they did really well. AZEL YOU DID BAND PROUD. you were a really good captain to be able to put this all together.


bougae. tiffany you danced really well. hahah MY GIRLFRIEND HAHAHA LOVE ME ALOT RIGHT??

ok sorry ixora. yours is still loading. hahah nest time i guess.

ps. haseena took it all. she's really noisy. wait till i tell fluff

SHIT.

i cried for (oh wait lemme list it down) AND I MEAN THIS WEEK ONLY.
-MATH test which i failed.
-HISTORY test which, GUESS GUESS, i failed.
-HER who hates what i do. fuck lah i stop alr.

still got. it'll take till morning to finish listing it down and wassup with the broken english?

things to worry bout:
1. how i would totally flunk eyes.
2. how i cant get my ninth sub
3. how cheer is going to end in 2days!
4. sports day is in 3 days! OMG OMG OMG.
5.if she would come on sprts day. ahhh fuck lah i dont care.
6. HOW LUCAS SCORES OWN GOALS AND OPENS HIS FUCKING MOUTH SAY WANNA TAKE OVER THE LOSS OF ALONSO AND IS ACTUALLY A DUNNOWHAT 4TH TIER PLAYER NIA.

i really hate people who claim to be football fans when only ppl they know of football is ronaldo and torres. so defensive? well, tell me whats the offside rule. dont fucking google it.

Hello beembo

LOOK AT THE FIRST PEEKCHA.

I'm so much more worth than her. Ha ha.

Change it back. So mean:(

Haha don't cry/sad already lah no use crying over spilled milk.

Not like I did very well.

It's okay try harder the next time stop crying man your eyes are rly scary when they are red.

(L)

pshhhh

i dont give a shit whether or not you care. but i do. and im self centered. so. I DONT REALLY CARE ANYMORE.
you were meant to be a distraction to some girl who i dated that couldnt be there for me. and now she's here, i dont really need it. but somehow it went too far.

denise wrote on my right hand (im right handed lah pls) she saw. AND VOILA! ANOTHER MISUNDERSTANDING CAUSED.
why not just drop names on your blog? it cant get worse. everyone already knows its me. PSHHH.

OVER

adv.
1. Beyond or until a specified time: stay a day over.
2. At an end: You're over. i will never think about you again. fuck you.
Completely finished; done

BLOGGER, YOU ARE PISSING ME OFF.

i give up on A, C, T. funny what word it seems to form. (something funnier later) though it onl describes one. oh! two! i dont know t, so, haha. (safe to not even say i know WHAT KIND OF PERSON she is.) funny. i've been wondering how you can bear to do this. wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering.

then i realised.

you're you. how could you not?

tough

Adjective
1. strong and difficult to break, cut, or tear
2. strict and firm
3. tough luck
e.g ITS STRANGE HOW I NEVER LEARN, HOW I LET THINGS HIT ME DOWN ONCE AND AGAIN. AND I THINK THAT IM TOUGH. WELL, TOUGH LUCK.

i give up. celine (and everyone else who thinks otherwise,) i never stalked you. you got that yeah? (dont go: 'i never said you stalked me' im not saying you did)i simply thought you looked cool. plain and simple. (big fat end of story, concluding with,)FULLSTOP.



stalk
v.tr.
1. To pursue by tracking stealthily.
2. To follow or observe (a person) persistently, especially out of obsession or derangement.
3. To go through (an area) in pursuit of prey or quarry.

nope, i dont do that. (to you only)

strange

STRANGE HOW EVERYTHING I TELL YOU, IT BECOMES KNOWLEDGE OF HERS.
strange how one day jesslyn smses me and says you told c i was stalking her and c asked her about me.
strange how i WASNT. (JESS WAS WITH ME TO PROVE IT YOU SELF ABSORBED ASSHOLE)

strange how she keeps saying i pretend to know her when i didnt.
strange how you once asked me whether i even knew her.
strange how when i answered 'no, but from her blogs and stuff i think i know WHAT KIND OF PERSON she is'
strange how i never said i knew her and she thinks i do and so do you.

strange how i hear that you're interested in her too.
strange how you're so defensive.
strange how you're so interested in whether or not i think about her.

now your turn.
strange how i never seem to tell you the truth.

Adjective
1. odd or unexpected
2. not known, seen, or experienced before; unfamiliar
3. strange to inexperienced (in) or unaccustomed (to)
e.g. strange how i dont believe what ever you've said

ha ha omg so hot!
please ignore ashley olsen he he the guy so cute!!

OMG I VEH BORED LEH, SO I BLOG FOR YOU :)

yay i watched new york minute today so fun!! :) :)

he he the guys so cuuuuuuuuute :)

love you see you tmrw i rly veh bored

BLOOD

yesterday had a bloody thumb from stunts.

today a bloody lip from dunno whay.
i was like, eh weiqi, my hand got blood, hahahaha am i bleeding?!
then she was like OMG!
THEN I LOOKED AT MYT SHIRT AND BLOOD STARTED POURING ONTO IT (kua zhang abit ahahahaha)

hahah MY LIP WAS BLEEDING DUNNO WHY.

-____-

SOMEDAY, ILL LOSE ALL MY BLOOD.

What I go to school for

chio ttm!

hello :) I love Zheru because when she is on the phone I shout "mummmyyyyyyyyyyyy. I lost my pom poms" and "hello daddy!!"

he he :) there you go beembo i didn't upload all cause i lazy plus these are the best photos. love you :*

wayne. one perfect man.

OOH OOH I FOUND THE MESSAGE HISTORY YAY!

3/8/2009 10:07:37 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso hi
3/8/2009 10:07:38 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso can chat iwth you
3/8/2009 10:07:49 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne who are you???
3/8/2009 10:07:59 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso woo.
3/8/2009 10:08:02 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l think you so chio
3/8/2009 10:08:04 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso but l think
3/8/2009 10:08:06 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso you have many many
3/8/2009 10:08:08 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso guys
3/8/2009 10:08:11 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso that want to be with you
3/8/2009 10:08:32 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne ohhhkayyy.
3/8/2009 10:08:42 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne hmm, how do i know you then?
3/8/2009 10:08:58 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso no you don't
3/8/2009 10:09:04 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso so are you in singapore idol
3/8/2009 10:09:20 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne not really.
3/8/2009 10:09:27 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne but im in miss singapore
3/8/2009 10:09:32 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne wad's your name?
3/8/2009 10:09:38 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne sorry
3/8/2009 10:09:40 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne where you from?
3/8/2009 10:10:00 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso so
3/8/2009 10:10:11 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso you in miss singapore
3/8/2009 10:10:14 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso did you win?
3/8/2009 10:10:40 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne where you from?
3/8/2009 10:10:43 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso miss singapore 2008
3/8/2009 10:10:45 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso or 2009
3/8/2009 10:10:47 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l am from singapore
3/8/2009 10:10:52 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne wad skool?
3/8/2009 10:10:54 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne how old?
3/8/2009 10:11:03 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso ya
3/8/2009 10:11:07 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l am not even schooling
3/8/2009 10:11:11 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso studying private degree
3/8/2009 10:11:16 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne wad skool?
3/8/2009 10:11:29 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne private degree from where?
3/8/2009 10:11:33 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso miss
3/8/2009 10:11:36 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l don't know who you are
3/8/2009 10:11:38 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l just saw you
3/8/2009 10:11:40 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso and say
3/8/2009 10:11:41 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso wah
3/8/2009 10:11:42 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso you look so pretty
3/8/2009 10:11:53 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne and your point is.....
3/8/2009 10:11:56 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne go on
3/8/2009 10:12:00 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne you are getting there
3/8/2009 10:12:10 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne come on
3/8/2009 10:12:12 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso so l add to chat
3/8/2009 10:12:15 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso nothing else
3/8/2009 10:12:18 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l am not going to chase you
3/8/2009 10:12:20 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne and you saw from???
3/8/2009 10:12:29 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne like i want you to chase me like tt
3/8/2009 10:12:31 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l never seen you in miss singapore 2009
3/8/2009 10:12:33 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne =.="
3/8/2009 10:12:37 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso the only miss singapore that l see
3/8/2009 10:12:40 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso was like
3/8/2009 10:12:41 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso how to say
3/8/2009 10:12:47 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso got those sexual photos that she took
3/8/2009 10:12:50 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso and everyone is unhappy about
3/8/2009 10:12:54 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne ooo
3/8/2009 10:12:56 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne tt's cool
3/8/2009 10:13:01 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso so
3/8/2009 10:13:02 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne tt happens to be my neighbour
3/8/2009 10:13:08 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso you were in miss singapore 2009?
3/8/2009 10:13:19 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne yupp
3/8/2009 10:13:56 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne i was in one of the special categories
3/8/2009 10:13:59 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne so...
3/8/2009 10:14:01 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso http://sg.images.search.yahoo.com/images/view?back=http%3A%2F%2Fsg.images.search.yahoo.com%2Fsearch%2Fimages%3Fp%3Dmiss%2Bsingapore%2B2009%26ei%3DUTF-8%26fr%3Dfp-yie8%26fr2%3Dtab-web&w=500&h=333&imgurl=static.flickr.com%2F3607%2F3614448060_48abaa29f8.jpg&rurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.flickr.com%2Fphotos%2Fsnarayanank%2F3614448060%2F&size=132k&name=Miss+Singapore+2...&p=miss+singapore+2009&oid=48e50fa697b7
3/8/2009 10:14:04 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso oh
3/8/2009 10:14:07 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso there are you
3/8/2009 10:14:08 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso in the photo
3/8/2009 10:14:14 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso but seriously
3/8/2009 10:14:18 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l mean no offence to you
3/8/2009 10:14:19 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso but
3/8/2009 10:14:26 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso seems like they are going for boobs nowadays
3/8/2009 10:14:45 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso but
3/8/2009 10:14:49 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso you do look pretty
3/8/2009 10:14:52 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso seriously
3/8/2009 10:15:01 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l would have done anything for someone like you
3/8/2009 10:15:15 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne how do you kno which is me?
3/8/2009 10:15:28 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso it's quite obvious right
3/8/2009 10:15:29 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso the rest
3/8/2009 10:15:33 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso are scary
3/8/2009 10:15:48 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne ooo
3/8/2009 10:15:59 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne well actually you wna kno which category i won?
3/8/2009 10:16:13 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso http://votewsg.ermworld.org/misssg/contestants_2009.php
3/8/2009 10:16:24 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso smallest breasts category?
3/8/2009 10:17:32 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne not really
3/8/2009 10:17:33 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne i won the
3/8/2009 10:17:56 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso most photo girl
3/8/2009 10:18:01 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne "stalked by the most peerveted guys on msn who is so dumb and horny wif a small dick" contest
3/8/2009 10:18:02 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne yupp
3/8/2009 10:18:04 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne tt's wad i won
3/8/2009 10:18:19 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso hahaha
3/8/2009 10:18:24 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso that's quite sad for you
3/8/2009 10:18:29 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne yea
3/8/2009 10:18:32 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne imagine the pain
3/8/2009 10:18:34 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne haiz
3/8/2009 10:18:37 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne you feel me?
3/8/2009 10:19:03 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso yes l understand
3/8/2009 10:19:13 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso but
3/8/2009 10:19:14 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso thank god
3/8/2009 10:19:17 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso your life
3/8/2009 10:19:19 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso have good guys in it
3/8/2009 10:19:25 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso that is why you never depend on msn
3/8/2009 10:19:31 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne yupp
3/8/2009 10:19:33 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne lucky
3/8/2009 10:19:35 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso to have a good chat
3/8/2009 10:19:38 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso because
3/8/2009 10:19:44 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso all the guys in your life
3/8/2009 10:19:47 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso is all over you
3/8/2009 10:19:59 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne have you actually seen me before?
3/8/2009 10:20:12 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso no
3/8/2009 10:20:20 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso you have to understand
3/8/2009 10:20:25 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso nobody watches miss singapore
3/8/2009 10:20:35 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso if rachel kum never do anything stupid
3/8/2009 10:20:40 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso nobody even know who she is
3/8/2009 10:20:43 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso because
3/8/2009 10:20:48 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso let's face it
3/8/2009 10:21:01 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso most guys in singapore like to watch 22 men on the pitch
3/8/2009 10:21:04 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso from england
3/8/2009 10:21:17 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso rather than see miss singapore
3/8/2009 10:21:24 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso except those guys in clubbing
3/8/2009 10:21:28 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso wasting their time away
3/8/2009 10:21:31 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso drunk drinking
3/8/2009 10:21:37 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso because they are rich bastards
3/8/2009 10:21:42 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne yea
3/8/2009 10:21:44 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso and that's the kind of guy you have in your life
3/8/2009 10:21:46 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne yada yada yada
3/8/2009 10:21:48 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne then where did you get my msn?
3/8/2009 10:22:05 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso l have no idea
3/8/2009 10:22:13 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne ok
3/8/2009 10:22:18 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne thnks for your wonderful time
3/8/2009 10:22:24 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne at least i learned smthg
3/8/2009 10:22:41 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne how perverted horny loser guys talk on msn
3/8/2009 10:22:47 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne thnks for the wonderful example
3/8/2009 10:24:00 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso thanks for giving me the standard of a contestant in Miss Singapore
3/8/2009 10:24:05 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso no wonder everyone is in a crisis
3/8/2009 10:24:50 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne sorry, i dont go for the puny.
3/8/2009 10:25:27 PM Krystal Alonso Wayne and for the record, you perverted paedophilic child nabber, about the miss singapore, figure it out yourself
3/8/2009 10:25:35 PM Wayne Krystal Alonso just go to hell bitch


I SWEAR, THE WHOLE CONVO WAS FROM MY BRO HAHAHHA

OMG TODAY GOT ALOT OF POSTS.

me cranky

me (after receiving jesslyn's chocolate coins): okok i shall eat one coin everytime im sad.
zheru: HUH THEN I TELL YOU, VERY FAST FINISH ONE LAH.

STUPID GIRL. >:(



it seems really weird how im always finding n excuse for an emotional breakdown. if i wanted one, kiat, you gave me loads. maybe i finally realised its not worth it. it means i dont actually need a reason.

OKOK, BLOGGER IS SCREWING, O I SHALL DO MY BEST CRYSTAL.

I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL I LOVE CRYSTAL OK 10 TIMES ALR HAHHA EBOUGH NOT??

math test aftermath.
kns hahahha i started crying, then everyone who cme to console me cried too. oops. sorry 2h

but really. thanks algae for giving me hugs. nicole for empathy. zheru for i dont know hhhaha and the rest for their love.

shannen cheer up.

thanks luke for telling me that 'EH, IT COULD GET WORSE. YOU COULD DIE FROM SO MUCH CUTTING.'

thanks daniel hahhaha for BEING GAY. and dirty minded.

haha omg our convo damn funny (I SHALL POST THIS SO WH WILL BREAK WITH YOU.)

XXX

Daniel Sebastien (hahah i dont know if i spelt correctly): MRTS ARE HOT
me: WHAT?!!?
Daniel: they're long and so solid. So MAN.
me: omg im gonna blog about our convo hahaha so funny.
Daniel: I just got off the mrts. :( eh no cannot! later weihao find out
me: hahah why cant he
Daniel: no later he break with me.

DANIEL, IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS, YOU'RE THE GAYEST GUY I'VE EVER MET.

XXX

HAHA I HATE CHEER.
I WAS DOING CARTWHEEL, BRIDGE, then, the whole floor of the school so big, my nail got caught in the crack, and the nail IS DUNNO WHERE. HAHAHA.

nono I LOVE CHEER.
IF I DIDNT HAVE CHEER, i would never have met jesslyn and crystal. they're one the the best things that have evr happened to me.
(this is the only time imma say it, so treasure it!!)

hhahah loves, till the nail grows out.
krystal

UPDATE!

OK I DONT KNOW.

HAHA CHECK OUT THE HEIGHT DIFF!!

cheerleaders. i love.

haha outside the and room

karls idea!!




haha it was dkny perfume ok!


he was tryna pick my nose. the goon

we are yoga pros!


height diff once more!!! YAY!







CAMHORATION WITH KARL
I REPEAT, KARL!!
HAHAH

NICOLE THE GOON AND KRYSTAL THE LOUSY HAHA

HAHA HOOHOO. this is the vid call between me and nicole when we were in just, well, opposite suites.

and the point of it?? to ask when we going to have dinner hahah WE ARE COOL YO.

PISS OFF YO, whats it to you that i kiss girls and take meds always??

you can take you and your opinions and stick it up your...

BOOPDEDOO.

GO FUCK YOURSELF.

xxx

YAY, if i make out somemore, my lips may just rot and my injury wont heal.

tim moss gave me the idea of what to write about alonso if another competition was on:

'i love alonso and i would wash his toes to get a game tickets...'

stupid angmohs. sighs.

still dare to end with a 'love ya' STAB YOU THN YOU KNOW!

fucked up brain with a fucked up mind

you are so childish. if you actually think i care enough that you deleted/removed me, yeah, you're right. you indeed got me riled up. you're no good for me. i just never learn. the sticks are back and why? ha.

you're even more childish as if you do read this its because you want to see what my reaction is at you're that one move. yeah, i like you. yeah, i would do anything you said if you asked. yeah, maybe im stupid that way. well, i dont anna say i dont car anymore because its apparent i do.

but be this way. you love to see me sad.

i would do anything for you.

so, be this way. i wouldnt recognise you if you were otherwise.

be this way.

LAMOSITY

ONE OF THE MANY SHITS I DO WHEN IM BORED DURING DnT (which is always)

one of the better men.

there was this really eligible man who added me on msn at around 12midnight last night, and tonight, we happened to both be online and we started talking. halfway through, it went like this:

w: are you in singapore idol?
k(while what-the-fucking, my bro took over the comp): yeah, kinda, im in miss singapore.
w: oh hmm, really, i dont see any of you on miss singapore. other than the ones with really small boobs
k: hmm, sure, you puny dicked asshole

(then we talked for awhile more about how he came to get my msn, bu the fucker didnt understand the question 'how did you get my msn' hmm, i get it, phrased that way, it kinda is hard to comprehend.)

suddenly,

w: you know, im not really sure if you are in ms singapore because all of them have really big boobies, however, if you are i wouldnt know, cuz im one of the guys who prefer watching 22 english men on a field kicking a bal around than women prancing around with no boobs.
k(pissed off and my bro holding my back from the comp to prevent me making his dick shrivel into a piece of dried leaf): yeah, you wanna know what category i won??
w: the small boobed category?
k: no the 'havin-the-most-restraint-talking-to-perverted-small-dicked-stalkers-on-msn'
w: fuck you bitch.

or something like that and the worst??
he criticised, luke, daniel, shawn, shaun, and all guys i hang out with

w: oh you know i said, im not those guys that watch women prancing around with boobs jiggling calling themselves miss singapore?
k: no, you actually phrased it in broken english
w: however, those guys you hang out with seem to be of that kind.

OMG I AM SO PISSED OFF, I DELETED HIM AND CANNOT RETRIEVE THE MESSAGE HISTORY, IF ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO RETRIEVE IT, TELL ME. imma go to the police with it.

i swear, what is coming to the good guys in s'pore??

(ps, till the end, he didnt realise we were being sarcastic about the miss singapore thing, loser. bet he's one of my blog taggers.)

algae

HAHAHA I THINK I LOOK REALLY HAPPY IN THE FIRST PIC:D
never really smiled like that in a long time.

hahah i love vid calls.

mood: constantly fucked up.

you claim you learn. you claim you would never let me down like those girls we always talk about, and hear of. you told me we were different. AS IF I NEEDED TO BE REMINDED OF THAT FACT. you fucking hypocrite. i never knew you were one of them. so didnt you. you said you tried as hard as you could you said you didnt want to do it. but you did. what happened to i simply can say no? what are you going to do about it then?

nothing.

who is the one always trying to salvage what is left of what we dont have? i really dont know. maybe coming to think of it, i really didnt do my best.

maybe, just maybe, our forever is finally over.

the reason i want to chop off whats left of my hair is because i dont want to look in the mirror and see the person in love with you. the one who was kept constantly waiting. and maybe i should thank you. you're the one that made me throw my pack of texas's into the canal.

thats more money, time and tears you owe me, dahling.

well, fuck you.

oh great bloggers working for this comp now. cant bear to go home use acer and find out that it only works for ibm laptops. i SHALL STAB MYSELF, AZEL AND THEN JESSLYN'S SEC4 WHOM SHE CLAIMS IS COOLER THAN CELINE. (AS IF)

haha omg eyd haha:

zheru: OMG THAT GIRL CANT SING LAH!! (women was singing love story.)
krystal: hmm, QUITE true. eheh track id what she's singing.
zheru: HAHHAHAHAHAHA OH OK.
-the track id came out was 'oh dear what can the matter be'-
and we started singing that along to love story. hahah omg when did i become so rubbish!!??