yayyy

smiley smiley, dreamy dreamy,
however, no phone calley, NEVER MINDEY.

SHE MADE ME DO THIS

NICOLETTE GET WELL SOON

feel the love

srsly. times like this really gets me down. i cant belive im still counting. but, fuck it:

21 before i last saw you

21 days before i knew where you were and what you were doing. i miss you.

livejournal

im moving to lj. dont know how long this will last. but i will try to keep both alive.
im not leaving lookbeforeyoufall im just gonna take another rant-place. somewhere where i can actually lock post individually. so you wont come visit 'once in awhile' to see if im over you or if i mentioned you.

im NOT over you. full stop.

happy now?

http://pinkpolkakiss.livejournal.com/

remind me to add you as a FRIEND.

DAYNA THE BODOH OR DOBOH I DUNNO DONT CARE WHAT AGAIN.

since im bored and i dunno what to do and i finished my chinese compo (ok fine fine i gave up halfway) ahhaha i shall post me and dayna bobo's scandal pics. or what she actually calls scandal.

love.

people who i love and people who love me. they make me smile. they make me happy. you..










CLARINET:




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i know i always pon band. i dont seem close to the section im not proud of my cca. i dont put in an effort. but maybe, jut like my instrument, i put in just a little effort, i can do it simply without much help. maybe im just good that way. and i hope im as good to get close to you all once again. i really miss the days of japan, regardless of how much i cried, how much i complained, and bitched, i love you all. i really do, as unbelievable as it is, i do. i love you all, clarinet and more.

CAMERON HIGHLANDS:


LOVE, SIMPLY:








you're the one who upsets me. the one who whenever im with i feel like i can fly, i can feel like dying. i can feel so loved. i believed you when you said it was better to keep 'us' a secret.
now what? there were never an 'us' so fuck you. im moving on. you can continue living in self denial, im moving on. im finding someone new to play with. if 'us' meant so little to you, there never were us and never would be. and no, we cant kiss and make up this time.

im through. you're no longer the one who i will message when im bored, when im sad, when im happy. infact, whenever i breathe, every second of my life. it will take time to get used to. but i will.

so yes, goodbye.

hurt.

Sometimes we must be Hurt in order to Grow,
Sometimes we must Fail, in order to Know,
Sometimes we must Lose, in order to Gain
Because some lessons in life - are best learned through Pain.

xxx

this sucks. like really. and im addicted to this font. tskk.

DAYNA IS THE BEST

HELLO EVERYONE.

I'M LIKE ON THE PHONE WITH KRYSTAL NOW AND SHE'S BLOGGING AT MY BLOG. HA HA HA. I CAN HEAR WOAH OH OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT. I WONDER WHY SHE IS SO QUIET NOW!!

I TOOK LIKE SCANDALOUS PICTURES WITH HER BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I SHOULD POST IT MAN. AND THE PICTURE BELOW WAS TAKEN BY ME!!! NOT ON PURPOSE . HA HA HA.

I THINK KRYSTAL SHOULD BE HAPPY AND NOT THINK SO MUCH (AND ABUSE HERSELF SO MUCH) CAUSE IT'S BAD FOR YOU BEEMBO!!! :) SIGH I SO NICE .

STOP SAYING THAT I ACT CUTE CAUSE I DON'T!!
WHO'S THE ONE WHO ALWAYS GO "TAO YAN~~~"

HAHAHA PUHLZ STOP GROWING I FEEL VERY SHORT BESIDE YOU.

ALRIGHT BE HAPPY KAY BIMBO YOU LOVE ME VERY VERY MUCH (K)

desperation

yeah, i think so too. fuck.

'i've alr established that my mom is out to ruin my life, but, BOPIAN'. how true how true. aren't all moms?

'we all have our gay moments' dayna, pull through :)

SOMEPEOPLE

SOME PEOPLE. just dont get it.
but im not gonna block him. im gonna see how long he can do tt.

PIANO.

PIANO EXAM'S ON FRIDAY.
i've been practicing like a crazy woman for the past three months. pls dont make me fail once again. i wont want to know or realise i actually am not good at anything at all.

so lets see who will wish me well, (jesslyn, i know who wont.) anyway.

watch me DIE.

i'm not ready.

i like to randomly upload pictures. CUZ IM COOL THAT WAY.

THIS IS OUR AWESOME SEXY AND COOL AFTER-JOGGING LOOK. now, WHO WANTS TO DATE US?


HAHA celine you're damn cute lah!! (celine josephine foo, i mean.)



THE STUPID WOMAN WAS LIKE:'oh hey!! i have my camera!! -flash flash- LUCKY I DUCKED.





i look frightened. yes, i am. PLS, when you are , THAT CLOSE to algae, you will be.

iamwearingshortsiamwearingshorts. hahahha stupid nairrrrrr.

hahah so hardworking ai??

i WAS NOT stripping.

hahaha I DIDNT JUST SPELL MY OWN NAME WRONGLY. SHITT.

my mona lisa. so much chio-er can?!?

i love love LOVE.

HAHAHA OK SO COOL!!

SO ARTSY FARTSY.

I think i am very cool. cuz i can drink like maybe just one six pack beer and then puke 3times the amount of liquid up. so cool aite??

The Girlfriends

haha GIRLFRIENDS. TIFFANY AND CELINE HAHA

OKOK MY NAILS ARE GREEN I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WAS THINKING WHEN MY BRO WENT OH ITS GREAT ITS YOU i dont know why i think its nice and it looks damn weird its a luminous green and it looks scary i bet it'll glow in the dark.

I LOVE IT.

say something

i can't keep on loving you from a distance. you're always on my mind. always. but it seems i've started letting go. maybe, time DO heal all wounds. maybe. but some wounds, never. ever. heal.

xxx

today was quite fun. consisted of studying with celine(tan) haha which made everybody go 'eheh celine leh' esp my dearest beamo, CELINE JOSEPHINE FOO, who went: 'scandalous scandalous' WHY YOU JEALOUS AH?! haha love you noob square/oval/triangle whichever you are.

ok i forgot to take picture with celine(tan) cuz we were HAHA too busy studying haha she helped me finish one piece which was all correct (AHHH SHIT) HAHA okok love love.

but, as i said, some wounds, NEVER heal.
never.

PEYLING LOVES ME and i know you do too.

we were talking about how to seduce smbody ahahaha (peylings idea)

peyling/. said:
whine like UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
ew
omg
hahahha
K.★ said:
SO GROSSSS

peyling/. says:
use your legs!!!!!!!!!
:D
likelike when you sit dow
HAHAHHA
K.★ says:
HAHAHAHA WHAT?!??!?!
peyling/. says:
then just
slowly
go nearer.
..
then..
..
.
:D
K.★ says:
then??
peyling/. says:
then what what luh!
K.★ says:
WHAT?!

i swear peyling srsly cracks me up. imagine if she does this to maam julene lah omg ahhahaha

hello

i think everyone really loves posting unglam pictures of me

I LIVED ONCE MORE.

.


haha strange how i immediately convert back to my old self.
the unpretentious. un self-conscious, ungay and happy me.
the one that saw back-stabbing not as a need.
the one who had friends who actually loved me.

hello beaunice, thanks for the cash and laughter. frem the first thing you said to me tt day, you brought me back to the happy past 'eheh meet me at the 'DO YOU FEEL THE RIVER RUNNING DOWN YOUR BACK?'

hello chingek, thanks for the proving of your zhen1 cai2 shi2 liao4 basoomas!! haha you even showed us your green braaaaaaaaa. yay. haha damn funny how beaunice looks in the first pic. we all felt that way too. just didnt show it. (we were excited cuz we neh see so big ones. bring your mama next time. haha BEAUNICE WOULD BE ELATED!)

ALL THE OTHER GUYS. (ye peng for buying me drinks) ahah I LOVE YOU ALL TTM. you made me happy. you still do.