love.

people who i love and people who love me. they make me smile. they make me happy. you..










CLARINET:




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i know i always pon band. i dont seem close to the section im not proud of my cca. i dont put in an effort. but maybe, jut like my instrument, i put in just a little effort, i can do it simply without much help. maybe im just good that way. and i hope im as good to get close to you all once again. i really miss the days of japan, regardless of how much i cried, how much i complained, and bitched, i love you all. i really do, as unbelievable as it is, i do. i love you all, clarinet and more.

CAMERON HIGHLANDS:


LOVE, SIMPLY:








you're the one who upsets me. the one who whenever im with i feel like i can fly, i can feel like dying. i can feel so loved. i believed you when you said it was better to keep 'us' a secret.
now what? there were never an 'us' so fuck you. im moving on. you can continue living in self denial, im moving on. im finding someone new to play with. if 'us' meant so little to you, there never were us and never would be. and no, we cant kiss and make up this time.

im through. you're no longer the one who i will message when im bored, when im sad, when im happy. infact, whenever i breathe, every second of my life. it will take time to get used to. but i will.

so yes, goodbye.