okay..
i seem to blurt out things all in a puddle,
and make ppl think its all meant for one.
ahhhhh.
FUCK.
i sahll just keep my big mouth shut.
many will agree with me on this one.
:D

CATSSSSSSS.

still hoping on and on.
haha.
i seem to go for impossibilities.
and dont giv a fuck and then fall.

xxx

karls gonna go indo for stella's birthday soon.
knnb.
dont like!
no more ppl to steal and rob my iphone and i touch.
:( x246012954

BLOODY FUCK.
i like alonso not cuz you do.
so get over yourself.
why am i explaining?

omg..
why is everyone claiming i copy herrrrr.
(so mutha-fucking childish)
i like alonso cuz he's hot, sexy, fit and not-singaporean.
plain and simple!
okay???

files it in your thick skull??
must i give you space to do so???
ogay.









enough???
ANYWAY...
a sexy man in a sexy suit.
watch it.
and love my darling.
just dont ogle at him too much.

'we're sisters. you're my family. what is you is me. there's nothing that you could ever say to make me let go. i love you.' -blair

sometimes i just wonder when i'll get you back. and i wonder if i ever will. then i realise its not you who've changed. its me.

stupidity

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our summer (not-so) fling

okay, i kno half the school wishes this too,
but i'll get dorian.
why? well, cuz im me.
anyway, im not really interested in a guy that cant say hello in perfect distion
overrated.
BUT.
(big fat but)
he IS kinda hot huh?

anyway,
ogla will stick to Margaret and never let her down regardless of how margaret doesn't want her!!!!

i want to gain closure,
i want to see you.
i want to forget.
guess you can't even grant me that.

song for you

yes, this is my breakfast. :D



haha. damn chio one kaY!!!

from this...

to this!!! and...

wait fot it, wait for it...


this!!!

and, yeah this. all i make one kay!!

i know i suck at it.

not bad alr okay.


xxx

i just cant forget you.
guess all i can do is wait and see how it turns out huh?

inevitable

i try so hard to forget.
i dont mention your name.
i claim im over you.
but am i really?

herione, herion

i feel GREAT.
REALLY.
no kidding.

you know the times when its your period and you stare blankly at the blood, and all that you're thinking is how annoying it is and if it will ever stop, and it really doesn't, but somehow you feel TERRIFIC?

thats how it is now.
shut the fuck up you.
all my white words are reserved for you dont you know?
>:(

that was supp to be sherilyn. our very childish sec 4 senior.

omg. kahei. classic.

LOVES <3


xxx

section outing today.
funnn:)
instead of brooding over she-who-must-not-be-named.
kinda like voldermolt.
knnbccb.
tmd tmd tmd.
all of you are leaving me!!
1, she-who-must-not-be-named
2,sherilyn!!!!
3, emily!
:(((((((((((( x24601

walked past boon keng mrt today.

kinda makes you think huh.
(it was taken today)

10 reasons to take good care of your health

1.)it isn't nice t walk around hollering in a sore voice.
2.)it isn't fun to stop jogging and lose the stupid hard-to-gain stamina.
3.)its isnt fun to lose the 15 min 2.4 mindset.
4.)meds-torture
5.)NOT FUN to wash meds down with lychee juice...
6.)...and then realise it makes you puke...
7.)...and makes you sicker.
8.)not fun to sleep in class then wake up and go: 'huh? is it saturday?'...
9.)...'oi? today got school ah?'
10.)you still have to live my life.

kaninah

so what?
so what IF,
i was sitting at the table,
my friend went: 'eh, i think thats her'
me: 'huh? who who?'
then i saw someone like you.
(i was wearing ONE contact, THE OTHER FELL OFF)
then she went over,
and described,
and i moved away,
as usuaul, didnt wanna face you(duh!)

KA NI NAH!! LIDDAT ALSO CANNOT SAY I SAW MEH??
but, there's this 3/26 probability that it wasnt you...

why can't i?

just smile.
i will be okay.

you make me smile

the way you sacrifice every thing.
even if i start being a total bitch
even when my friends let me down, you stay.

i appreciate.
you're thousand times better than my effed up friends.
sorry for putting them in frona you.
sorry,
for everything.
ill work it out.
i dont need them, it, everything.

where've you been?

i broke out of the shell.
funny how things simply falls into place when i let go.
maybe i was afraid for it to crumble.
but now, its all worth it.

just simply a trip to the grocery store pieced my life back together.
bumping blindy into your back after trippin over myself,
you look at me,
comprehension gleaming in your eyes
and go
'hey, where've you been?'
with that smile you do so well.
(ive always had weaknesses for smiles)

'around', i say,
and never did i know,
where you have been,
is simply staying by my side while i neglected you.

and now,
you have your 1o1th chance.
take it, keep it,
and everything will be fine.

won't it?

strings

i have no idea
whether you are pretending,
or is really that daft.
even SHANNEN knows.
-gasp-

ill give you space to get over that fact










okay now?
anyway,
im impatient.
faster get it,
and lemme move on.

zheru said she created a monster by saying that
. . .
is hot.
i second that.

tmd tmd tmd.

dont binge.
DONT BINGE x24601141526549

BEFORE

AFTER

knnbccb
it takes a five full minutes to do a slipshod work to make patrick skinny
i never said i succeeded.

i hate english projects

i refuse to take the images tht zheru took during the bbq.
as all of them, all i was doing was eating.
non-stop.
and the reason im typing this redundant shit is cuz im bored.
and a certain irritating person
that im not gonna mention who's name starts with 'z'
and ends with 'heru',
just called me a grasshopper.

ka ni nah, you kuku bird.
(bat)


xxx

thanks zheru for your retarded water bottle.

and emily, there WASNT much alchohol.
there wasn't at all, i think.

warm

loves..you yes.
tired..of feeling so confused..
happy..when i finally wanna tell you

you, shouldn't bother..to talk to me, as it always leads to me liking you more.
im forgetting..to not go so deep
but i still love it..i still love you.

head under water

weird are the things that stay stuck in your mind,
even others are long forgotten.

.....

band got silver.
yes, unexpected.
but it doesn't really concern me,
so i dont really wanna elaborate.

its almost my birthday,
andd yet,
i still see no point in celebrating the day i was brought to the world,
and have ended up this way.
and thus,

everything turns meaningless.

its not that easy.
i like you.
and you dont.
simple.
but not easy.
just try to learn to understand why i deny it kay?

ps, thanks to dayna for making me happy
even when i start t cry randomly,
and directing my carebear porn flick with me.
love you, sweetheart.