head under water

weird are the things that stay stuck in your mind,
even others are long forgotten.

.....

band got silver.
yes, unexpected.
but it doesn't really concern me,
so i dont really wanna elaborate.

its almost my birthday,
andd yet,
i still see no point in celebrating the day i was brought to the world,
and have ended up this way.
and thus,

everything turns meaningless.