and yes, its in tht way.
i understand that you dont really wanna know this.
but somehow,
i want you to.
i know you may think its kinda gross,
look at yourself.
but i love you.
i really do, stop pretending.
i know you dont.
the days where such happiness existed and I was able to smile like my life wasn’t all fucked up and I wasn’t trying to be what I wasn’t seem unreal to me now. All of it seems like just a fleeting moment where I could lay my troubles out and share them with the entire world. Where someone could understand every word I really meant. Somewhen that know that when I say something like, I lost my flour, he’ll know that I meant I lost my grip on life. My grip on reality, and my grip on my sanity, or whats left of it.
However, now I realize, its too late to turn back. You have your life, your love. You come and go. But do you realize what I’ll trade to be yours? Even just for a day?