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    Wednesday, March 18, 2009

    confession

    sometimes,
    just to stop yourself from bending,
    and crying,
    you start to think.
    which actually makes it worse.
    how it came to this?
    how i dint manage to stop it?

    this started since the infatuation,
    the obsession,
    and now,
    the love.
    i remember you warning me.
    hey 'stay straight'
    maybe thats when i changed.
    maybe you should never warn me
    so it would never come to this.

    i have a tendency to do everything i'm not supposed to.
    i guess i cant stop it,
    can i?
    this time, its something really outta my control,
    something i dont even want to start to think about.
    something thats enough to kill me.

    this post?
    i want you to read it,
    respont to it,
    or acknowledge it.
    but i know that it will do me more good if you ignore me,
    and maybe i'll simply give up.
    even knowing you'll never really understand,
    i want you to.

    weird how things end up huh?

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