cheerleading and everybody else and dunno what CHALET

we were supp to scare ppl and photograph their shocked faces. hahaha so natasha acted one out lah ahhaha

anddddd, jolene, after being kissed by the crazed-kisser-algae






it was rly rly pretty fun today. Sharianty was there, Lee, Leena, Kimberly, and yeah.

haha best part of the day that made up for the sarah chan friends thing who got the hosts rly pissed, is the walk back to macdonalds with, Celestine who would walk and randomly giggle, Lee who is like, super loud and noisy and HAHA weird, Natasha who is, well, natasha lah. and Jolene who would grab me at the sight of a cockroach and then later say, 'actually its just a big moving, flying coffeebean, nothing to be scared of'. haha and Algae the noisy one, and myself and oh yah, Beaunice, haha.

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sexyyyyyyyyyyy~~~

your sexy ringo. no wonder they decided to sing I AM THE WALRUS.

-z

at times like these

i feel as if i've these small hours no longer remain, and has actually etched a place in my heart. days like these are filled to the brim with laughter and smiles. it makes me feel normal under the recent circumstances. i realise, im happier in my lucis state of mind. or maybe that was what some may call, love drunk.



our tradition!! eat saba fish tgt at either ichiban sushi, sakae (maybe not, rly bad), and sushi tei. WHENEVER WE GO OUT TGT. and make a huge mess.


and chawanmushi too! haha my one i like cuz i think it looks like TAU HUEY.


makes you rly think, huh. :)))

oh and if you're wondering, the shop was CLOSING DOWN, and had closing down sales. sad eh.

you, once more

you shock me with your never ending bouts of superficiality and stupidity. you make me turn into what some calls despondent. it really makes me think if what you want for all your lies and deceit is simply a standing ovation. if you do, i can gladly provide you with it. there's always a feeling of dissatisfaction that is shown from you whenever you're spending time with me. if all you need is love, you're fucking lying.

have some decency.

LIVERPOOL

I LOVE YOU LIVERPOOL.

it seems like forever since i sat down to watch a match. i seriously doubted your abilities at the beginning, but you proved me wrong. you proved me that you still could do it. and man united was simply just lucky throughout the season.

8th in the tables? so what?

i love you.

LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU.

yo bitch,

i hate you, love. i know how contradicting i sound in my own sentence. its disturbing how some claim to have existing pride in themselves. then start putting others down and hurt others just to boost their own egos at the expense of others not stopping for a moment or two to ponder how it would hurt or affect them. maybe that actually shows how much, or little, they care. or that they don't at all. after having incidents coming one after another, constantly hitting ourselves in the face, claiming not to have an ulterior motive. all just for what? to make yourself someone much more superior in the face of others.

it really sickens me to the very core how cruel people can actually get. i see myself hanging on and tolerating the going ons every single day of my life trying not to let go and keep faith. but it's getting tricky to sustain that constant level of faith if someone inside keeps trying to suppress it by knocking you down.

if you dont know yourself, how can i?

i dont know what you want, i dont know what i want. it gets so frustrating how i always claim my dislike of pretentiousness and hypocrisy when i myself is starting to reveal signs of it. all i can see now is darkness that i cannot even spot the end of the tunnel.

i think i'm lost.

i can't comprehend why i bother to live, when death is the only thing worth living for. people seriously and sadistically find joy and thrive on other's sorrow. it pains me how i do not have the ability to defend, to not know whether or not to be upset, or happy. i claim to simple give up onlife, my blog and so on. but i dont. cuz as said, we're all a victim of this phenomena, and we cant fall in so easily. and at the end of the day, i find myself blogging. and the biggest irony? i'm blogging about the person which caused me to have the notion to give up.

it shocks me how liberally poeple use the term 'friend' just by simple throwing it about not having the basic knowledge of the actual definition of it. it was never easy for me to learn to trust people enough to crown them with the honourable term. i never had someone always there for me to listen to my problems. in fact, all those that call themselves a supposedly 'friend', are the source of my problems.

i dont have friends.

and you dont qualify as one.

SLEEPOVER

"JIAYING I CANNOT STAND YOU, YOU KNOW!! "
"aiyah, THEN SIT ON ME LAH!"

wahlau, best sleepovr ever.

we spent the night playing The Beatles Rock Band, and JY on vocals, zheru and ahlianor on bass and guitar, and then best one best one!

we went ntuc to get alcohol then JY dun wanna drink too much so we settled on barcadi, then the ntuc auntie saw our raffles shirts and asked for ic, so cant, then went cheers and got some ppl to get it for us after a long time. then spent so much effort to buy, then we realised cannot open!

then we tried keys,
scissors,
kitchen scissors,
hands,
nails,
CRACKING THE BOTTLE NECK,

THEN IN THE END, krystal the awesome cannot tahan went lynn's house to get can opener and opened it HAHAHHA.

WE ARE SUCH COOL RETARDS.

nightmares of you

i swear im getting crazy. this is what i dreamt of this afternoon while trying to catch up on my slepp that i missed the whole night while playing the beatls rock band for the whole night. (i was on drums)

i swear you cant make this shit up.

i was sms-ing K for some reason i cannot phantom. then i dunno what happen (i can hardly remember my dreams not to mention nightmares) before that she borrowed my phone (or was it her friend?) then dunno what they did with it borrow very long then when she sms-ed my i open the message, then this pizza cutter connected with a knife will pop up from the screen AND ITS HANDLE IS RED AND IS BLOODY STAINED WITH BLOOD DRIPPING. then when it popped up the first time i turned away to touch my new piercing, then i didnt kena chopped, then dunno alot of times attempted to kill me tyen i didnt know it was triggered by the opening of K's messages. then got once i left it on the table i use my finger to open the message the cutterthingyknife popped up and i realised its cuz of her messages only not anyone else, and then i found out she was trying to kill me, thats why so nice go and sms me.

hahaahhah OK I THINK IM GOING CRAZY

(nicole, i know you're gonna read this cuz i asked you to, anyway, your dp the one with the bra like thingy you're wearig veh veh sexy HAHAHAHHA)

i got it. yay but i dunno how to hide it. tmd.

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xoxo

i give up. i dont want to carry on with this facade anymore.

goodbye.

HAHAHA i was searching for piano scores online on my usual website and was tryna find the beatles songs under 'the beatles' and under alphabet 'T' hahaha but i spent one whole day cannot find it was under 'B' HAHAHAH

get me a standing ovation

I feel like someone should give me an oscar. i act so fucking well i dont think im acting anymore. i never liked you in that way. i pretended to and people actually fell for it. but now, knowing the real you, i dont actually mind that people are falling for my lies of you. but it annoys me how the fact that i 'like' you makes your friends not like me. whats wrong with this world? i used to like making friends, but now, im hardly having any left.

and i like it.

happiness? what fucking happiness?

loveeee not.

heh heh hehhh nicole is wayyyyy unglammer than me pls. NOW YOU GUYS KNOW WHATS UNGLAM, no one can call me unglam.

clarificationsss

after i realised more than just friends read this blog and techers and other no lifers does too, i realised its time to do some explaining.

sorry, L

it may have come out to you some way but you never thought much of it. ok, thing is, THIS BLOG IS NOT ONLY USED BY ME. its used by this person with the initial L (no algae, NOT LUKE) full name of initials LYBF you scramble it up, its the initials of my blog. and yes, there was one period of time my msn personal message was 'Love you, L' yes, it was that person.

so, im not the one doing some things you think i am. (GET IT, MRS JAI?)

why i let L use my blog? why i let L act nd blog like L is me?

well, i'll tell you all another time when i think i should.
for now, tata.

ps, no i dont smoke -____- (even nicole lim knows that pls)