zheru and nicole...with zheru shouting 'bout her wet ass...('_'")

zheru being HERSELF(childish)

me, presenting the psychos

after express yourself day,
we hopped straight into a taxi,
and went to ecp..
had tons of fun there..
with th in-line skating ppl...

met extra extra cute amethyst boy frm tampines sec..
but still..
all good things come to an end..

i went bac,
immediately typed HIS name into google search..
with shockingly wierd results.
found that
...
a lot of unspeakable things.
in short.
he's attached.and
he will never give me an unnesecary glance holding the meaning i hope it will.
i never thought i would say this.
but i really really do not deserve him.
i have to hate him.
detest him.
to get over him.
th man i .....
he means alot to me.
i always think about him 1st things in th morn.
to be with a lot of ques.
only to leave them unanswered.

i just want to be happy.
i just want to forget him..
i just want to fall in love normally.
not stumble head over heels.
not fall in love with abnormal ppl i will not get.

and get this.
i'm not talking 'bout pattinson