Wondering

why i was stupid and dumb enough to fall for you and convince myself that it was not what it was.

and why you try to make things seem like what it isnt and try to pretend and pretend over and over again. you remind me so much of her. so so much and it saddens me to think that all of you lie to just save your skins in the name of trying not to hurt the other.

i dont want you to pretend.
C,
i want the truth, you asscrown.

and i never thought i'd say this, but, i think i love you.
and that, asks for nothing but trouble.

why do i always love the worsts? the ones who will never love me back and would do anything to make me stop loving them.

shit.