In this world filled with insanity coming from every existance, pain, suicide, and blasphemy. It can't help but make me think deep and wonder what's in for us? We suffer from instability, disequilibrium and impermanence. All the same but are they really? Thinking deep never helped me out before. Neither does speaking crypticly. But it doesn't maintain that level of consistancy which relaxes me no matter what simply knowing feeling and tasting whts familiar. And when the only thing that keeps you sane starts going away, and you know it, you realise you can't stop it from leaaving. And you realise..nothing. And while being filled, you will never ever find satisfaction and feel only emptier than ever. And when you end up prevaricating all in the name of supposed greater good, revelation dawns, you've fallen too deep to go back. In crosswords, the fun part is that you realise you knew something you never did know and yea you do run into some shit you think you'll never ever solve in this lifetime but If you stil with it, you'll figure it out, eventually I guess. Words like cursewords are never found in crosswords. Neither are words like go, or any other two letter words. Now the word vamoose, that's fun.

You want me to be honest? You go first.