Asexual Plants.

The only reason I never confided in you was because I was insecure. I was afraid that once you found out all my flaws and how fucked up I am physically and mentally, you wouldn't want me anymore. So I didn't. I kept it to myself till I couldn't take it and Jo and Sherman happened to be there. And you get jealous. I was insecure.

The only reason I didn't want to talk to you was because I was afraid that you wouldn't want to talk to me and it would end all awkward and you wouldn't want me anymore. I was insecure.

The only reason I wanted you was cause I loved you. And that, I assumed was enough and I ended up taking you for granted and going for back up plans in case you didn't want me anymore. I was insecure.

This is so fucked up. I am so fucked up. But seriously, when you do this to anyone again, instead of telling them 1.) We're not meant to be. 2.)We're not meant to be. 3.)We're not meant to be, you might want to consider, 1.) tell it to their face. 2.) tell them the truth. 3.) maybe it is your fault a little.

I'm staying away from love.

The only three times I've loved has me really tired and on the verge of breaking. Thank you Sherman, for getting me through this.(: I can't wait to get out of cedar and start a new life where no one knows me and where my existence in school politics is nonexistent.

I don't just want to fit it. I want to blend in. What's so bad about being normal?