Daddy's girl

You've no idea how much I would go about reffering myself to as daddy's little girl. But fuck it i'm not. Guess I've no one to blame but you. Yeah sure I'm a little mess. How much I would give just for you to give up on me you'd never know. You want mento e fair to you on my blog? Why not you go first? Not on your blog of course seeing that you're technologically incompetent. Impotent maybe. But I wouldn't like to think that far. Grosses me out to no end. Since I'm such a little mess psychologically, pls for fucks sake give up on me. I can't wait. Be fair to you? Why not just treat this nonsensical paragraph of gobbledegook like something a psychologically imbalance girl with an expandable vocabulary would say and get over it and move on with your life? But oh I forgot you barely have one. I know I'm being unfair by saying this. But thing is, I'm not complaining that you're not a good enough father. It's just that if you think what pure doing is enough, what's so wrong with me saying I try hard enough too? Truth is, everyone is human. And if my daughter ever fucks up the computer, her life and anything else or when I want a song and she tries in a grouchy mood I won't make it hard for her either, but instead say 'it's ok sweetie pie, I understand. You've tried and that's what matters.' maybe you think I'm just saying. Maybe I am. Who knows?

Xxx

the trip was a short one but it was fun Nicole lim is a chap ahgua hahah we are a perfect couple now we have five pairs of couple rings, two matching wishing bands on our ankles and matching dreamcatcher earrings and matching bracelets. I watched Alice already it wasn't great but Johnny depp was awesome. Major love.

Tuesday had full day band and omg I nearly cried tears of joy when the second hand hit 12 at 4o clock. I thought it would never end. And after that had to go home then piano then dinner with my mom and dad and Nigel kor. Hahah. It was awkward but wth my life's dominated by moments like such anyway.

Wednesday was supposed to reach school at 12 but was late by half hour ITS ALL CELINES INFLUENCE I never used to be late one. Then sat with Jesslyn who couldn't differentiate yellow from orange and Joanne or however you spell her name haha I think she's damn cute haha and Celine who is evil ok. She didn't wanna get my marshmallows for me. Oh and we saw a butterfly die in front of us. And we totally wanted to step on it cuz I told them about the butterfly effect (step on a butterfly today and three years later a million pol will be wiped out). Haha and oh after everything the stupid pain inthe ass Celine wanted her hairbands back. Two of them DUNNO SHE GOT HOW MANY HEADS ALL EMPTY ONE. and took my wallet to try to get it back. And she put it onthe sun thingy at the corridor and WAHPIANG I WAS TOO SHORT. Wanna slap her. But I still ended up with one hairband MUHAHA YOU LOUSY POK. and oh her new name is Celine Kiara Sherman Chimpanzee Paininkrystalsass Tan.

Goodbye and goodnight world, I'm sleepy.

And once again, I'm human.