What I like:
1.) I like waking up, and going to the yard and realising it rained last night and having the cool wind blow into my face.
2.) Opening my eyes, and seeing my red dreamcatcher right above me.
3.) Lying on the bed, and playing solitaire on my phone till I fall asleep.
4.) Being randomly messaged by old friends and then having a good old long chat.
5.) Going out for coffee and chitchat with L when he comes back and realising I got over him totally.
6.) Having your name flash up on my phone.
7.) Being called silly by you. It makes me feel loved. Somehow.
8.) Realise the beatles have been playing overnight on my hi-fi set.
9.) Wake up and sit on my bed without getting up and staring out the window and just not thinking at all.
10.) Having days when I realise that the fact that I can still lead a normal life is itself a miracle.
What I dislike:
1.) Not being replied on smses.
2.) Waking up to realise I have no text messages from friends.
3.) Realising it didn't rain at all for more than three days.
4.) Waking up and not having all the time in the world to get up.
5.) Missing you.
6.) Feeling really silly.
7.) Waking up and thinking it rained overnight when actually I left the ac on.
8.) Realising that all the shit I do is catching up with me.
9.) Crying alone in my room having no one to give me a tight hug to make me stop.
10.) Having days when I can't hide anymore from what I am, and lead a life where I'm special. In the worst way.
I realise all the things I like involve waking up. And all of them made me think of you. This is stupid. And I have no idea why I do it. But, I miss being your priority.
But there you go, now you know me.
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