I should:

-stop falling in love with you over and over again
-stop dreaming that one day you'd come and rescue me when I'm exceptionally low and grab me by the wrist and tell me you love me an make me feel like the happiest girl alive
-get over you
-finally understand that dreamers do not get far
-stop loving you
-stop moodswinging
-stop being indecisive
-stop getting jealous of every girl she hangs out with because I have to remember, I NO LONGER OWN HER
-be happy

Point number ten: stop dreaming.